"Become IT?"

In life, there are things that I feel confident about and other things that make me want to run away and hide. I don't have that much confidence, at ALL. I feel comfortable dancing, but not fully confident about it. Sometimes I just stop what I'm doing and dance, but then I think about how I might not be such a good dancer. I am confident about softball and writing because I have been doing it for such a long time. It's who I am.

 However, I am definitely not confident when it comes to speaking in front of a class, I get really red and stutter sometimes from being so nervous. I don't think I'm that smart so I don't participate as much. I think I need to think about all the things I'm good at and how I am a bright person in order to be more confident. In order to "Fake it until I become it," I need to walk around with confidence. I need to act like I know something even if I don't until I understand it and become it.